Psychological thriller · Queer noir

The Disintegration of Jay
Vol.1 of Concrete Jungle

A city half-shuttered by COVID. A man who wears lies like a second skin. Identity, addiction, obsession—and the kind of love that feels like home, even as it destroys you.

Debut novel · 2025 LGBTQ+ psychological thriller Addiction · Abuse · Control

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The Disintegration of Jay

The story

How far can one man fall?

Jay didn't come to New York for a fresh start. He came to abandon the version of himself that never fit, never fought, never mattered—and to disappear into the chaos of a city half-shuttered by COVID, where desperation and identity are both currency and costume.

At first, survival looks like submission. But the city teaches him how to vanish in plain sight, how to tell the story people want to hear. Once the mask starts working, he can't take it off. Reinvention corrodes into something darker. Something hollow. Something dangerous.

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Jay Doesn't Live Here

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The Concrete Jungle Series

Multi-book saga

Vol. 1: The Disintegration of Jay

Available now

Jay vanishes into New York. Identity, addiction, obsession.

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Vol. 2: Reintegration

Coming 2027

The aftermath. Reconstruction. What remains when the lies fall away.

Vol. 3: TBA

In development

The final movement of the Concrete Jungle saga.